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Logan had never been the sort of child who tip-toed down the stairs to see what Santa had brought. He'd learned the hard way that peeking at presents never ended in anything but punishment. Not to mention the fact that Aaron had made quick work of ruining any dreams of Santa by telling Logan he wasn't real at a very young age.

There was no room for make-believe at the Echolls home. Not that it had ever been easy to get lost in a dream world in a house full of violence and anger anyeway.

So on Christmas morning, Logan didn't slip out of bed. Instead he slid closer to Jack, holding the other man tightly and letting himself be grateful for what he thought was the best gift he could get that year.

Jack.

Jack was still there. Logan hadn't managed to chase him off or ruin what they had. He hadn't lost the other man to someone better. If anything, he'd gained more and more of Jack as time went by- and that was all Logan really wanted this year.

Nuzzling the other man's neck, he hummed softly and then whispered, "Merry Christmas, Jack."

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Taking the lotion, Logan said nothing at first, moving Jack until he was right where he wanted him. "This'll do," he said softly, stroking the other man's back and ass and putting the lotion aside for the time being.

He stroked Jack again, slowly, and then brought his hand down with a firm smack. once and then again and again, over and over. Jack's skin was golden, but it slowly turned white, then pink and red. It was beautiful.

"Love you like this," he admitted. "Not always, but sometimes... Sometimes this is good."

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Every strike made him flinch. It wasn't so much the sting of Logan's hand as it was the pressure against his cock. More than once he wondered if he'd tied the lace too tightly. He hissed through gritted teeth at first, but before long he was moaning and crying out.

"S-somet-t-times," he stammered in agreement. He lifted a little, trying to keep his dick from throbbing, but the move only made him offer his ass up for more. Jack was curious how long Logan would keep going. If he'd use the paddle. His mind ran wild with all the things Logan could do to him...and he quit wondering if he'd tied the lace too tightly and thought maybe it should have been tighter. It wasn't keeping him from getting hard.

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Logan kept going until his hand ached, and even then he only stopped long enough to drizzle a little lotion down the other man's crack. After he put a little on the plug, slicking it up and dragging it down Jack's crack.

"Love you, Captain," he purred, teasing the other man's hole with the toy.

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Jack canted his ass higher, moaning some nonsense plea. His cheeks burned from the abuse and the heat seemed to spread through him. He really didn't want the toy- he wanted Logan inside him. He wanted it so bad he could taste it.

"Fuck me," he begged, knowing it would do no good. If anything, it might make the wait even longer.

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"Don't tell me what to do," Logan warned, pushing the plug in deep and picking up the paddle.

"You gave me this. I'm in control now- until I'm done with you, you do what I want."

And with that, he brought the paddle down hard, spanking the other man, each blow coming without pause. It was cruel and intense- but Logan worked with love, wanting Jack to enjoy it.

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He strained against his bonds, but the more he struggled, the tighter the knots around his wrists became. He'd done that on purpose. He was beging, crying out, nearly screaming more than once...but it never occurred to him to ask Logan to stop. The pain was bright and singular, something he could focus on and cling to. And Logan was the master of it. Jack didn't ask for anything else, though it wasn't long before he was tense all over, shaking as the pain coursed through him, and desire consumed him.

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Logan didn't stop, not until he was sure that the other man was aching, only then did he toss the paddle aside.

"Get off my lap, and get on your knees," he instucted, shoving Jack gently and moving to open his jeans. "I want your lips around my cock. You look good like that. on your knees, sucking me off."

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Trembling all over, Jack made his way to the floor and shifted on his knees. He didn't dare sit back on his heels, his ass hurt, and the plug was just a tease as it shifted and stretched him. His balance was off, but feeling Logan's knee against his shoulder gave him enough guidance and he leaned forward obediantly. Logan's cock bumped his cheek and he drew back, correcting his aim.

"Sorry," he murmured, then drew Logan in without hesitation.

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Logan wanted to tell jack he had nothing to be sorry for, but the warmth of the other man's lips made it hard to think, let alone speak.

his fingers tangled in the short darkk strands of Jack's hair, and he moaned as he lifted his hips slightly.

"Fuck," he groaned, his head tipping back as he wet his lips. "God you're good at that..."

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Jack didn't hold back. Wet and enthusiastic, he bobbed on Logan's cock, sucking lewdly and savoring every inch. He looked up once, then closed his eyes and devoted all his attention to pleasing Logan. He slipped once and sought for Logan's cock with desperate, hungry lips. Tension coiled low in his gut and burned down his thighs, a burn different from the lingering pain of the spanking. The need in him built up until he could hardly stand it. Without any other options, he plunged forward and stayed there, nearly choking as he swallowed around the thick flesh.

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"Shit!" Logan gasped, the sensation a little overwhelming and pushing him closer to the edge than he wanted to be.

Pulling Jack off him by his hair, he slapped the other man across the face, hard enough to sting. ...It was something Jack liked to do to him, something that should have been awful but Logan had grown to enjoy.

"Don't rush me," he growled. Reaching around, he unbound Jack's hands and then hooked his fingers under the leather of the collar. "Get on the bed, on your back. I want you holding your legs too. I want you waiting and ready," he said, getting to his feet and starting to strip.

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The slap shocked him and he rocked back onto his heels, crying out at the pain that came with the pressure against his ass. His eyes teared up and he closed them, nodding as he caught his breath. It took a minute, but he followed Logan's orders, getting onto the bed slowly and assuming the position. It made him acutely aware of the toy filling him and stretching him wide.

"I...wasn't. Rushing you," he said quietly, watching every move Logan made. "I just want you. You have to know that."

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"I know, baby," Logan replied, crawling onto the bed and gently groaping the other man's abused ass. "It's almost over though. I'm almost done," he promised, kneeling between Jack's legs and turning his head to kiss the inside of Jack's knee.

He went quiet after that, twisting the plug and then slowly pulling it out before tossing it aside.

"I want you too," he confessed, slowly slipping inside the other man as he held on tightly to his shoulders. "Always."

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His fingers tightened and his nails bit into the soft skin on the sides of his knees. For everything that Logan was doing, Jack just wanted more. He didn't know what...just more. His cock pounded along with his heartbeat and it was swollen, purple and glossy from being bound so tightly.

As Logan finned him, Jack moaned wantonly and shuddered. his head craned back as far as it could go.

"Please," he begged. "Please. Logan, I need...I..." He had a flash of memory and opened his eyes. "Bite me?"

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The request caught him off gaurd, and Logan looked confused for a moment before he pulled out and thrust back in. Leaning over until Jack was nearly bent in half, he bit down on the other man's shoulder before moving a little higher to nip at the skin below the collar.

He tried to go slow though, wanting it to last even though he knew he wouldn't be able to hold out for long- not after having Jack across his lap, and the other man's lips around his cock.

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"Harder," he choked, tilting his head to give Logan more of his shoulder. "M-more. I need...hurt me, Logan. Really. Really hurt me," he begged.

It didn't make any sense, and it wouldn't have even if he could have given it some real thought. But it was what he wanted, more than anything. He needed to let go. Needed Logan to have everything. Jack wanted to hurt, top to bottom, while Logan made him feel good. So good. Perfect. It all came together in one perfect, brilliant, magnesium bright flare of pleasure and as Logan's teeth grazed his skin, Jack knew he would have come if he could have.

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Logan didn't question the request, he simply held on tighter and pounded into the other man harder and harder. His free hand tangled in Jack's hair, and he slapped him roughly once more, panting and gasping as his thrusts became more and more erratic.

"God- fuck... You're so good. So fucking- hot. Such a slut. My slut. My captain... Love you. Love-ah... fuck, I'm- I..."

A few violent thrusts later and he was coming, his whole body shaking as he slammed into Jack one last time, balls deep as he came.

"Fuck," he panted. "Fuck... Jack."

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Jack's eyes rolled back and his fingers dug into his knees so hard that his knuckles ached. It was perfect. That one word was all he could think, like a skipping record- perfect. Perfect. Perfect.

And then it was over. He lay still in an intoxicated haze. The room smelled of sweat and sex and the weight or Logan on him was strangely comforting. For all that had happened, he was fairly certain one tender touch would unravel him completely.

"Love you," he mumbled, almost unintelligible. It was like his mouth didn't want to work. It was like all of his body had just...given up.

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Pulling out slowly, Logan was still shaking as he collapsed beside Jack and reached out to stroke his hair.

"Love you," he murmured in return. "you have no idea how much I love you."

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He was absolutely sedate as he rolled toward Logan, basking in the gentle fingers in his hair.

"Tell me I'm yours again," he asked quietly, seeking the solace of Logan's body. It was a rare thing for Jack to genuinely let go so completely that he felt...small. Most of the time when he submitted, it was just a matter of letting Logan take control. But sometimes it went beyond a game and he got lost a little. It took a while to come back to himself when it was like this.

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"You're mine," Logan said softly, looking somewhat concerned as he studied the other man.

The tips of his fingers brushed Jack's cheek, and he inched closer as he leaned in and kissed the other man's forehead.

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A tiny smile curved his lips and Jack nuzzled closer, tilting his head enough that he could kiss Logan's jaw in return.

"Good," he replied. "Because...I want to be. I like it. I don't know how to explain what it means to me. Belonging to something. Someone. Belonging to you."

It was only a couple years ago that Logan had told him he was insane for the way he'd said he belonged to House. Had told him it was like some sort of prison thing. Jack hadn't bothered to explain it then, and he didn't want to explain it now. He just hoped that now...now Logan could understand. HE belonged to the younger man in a way he hadn't belonged to anyone. Ever.

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"You don't have to explain- just promise me I'll always be yours too," Logan said softly, his fingers finding Jack's cock and stroking him slowly as he rolled closer.

Eventually he stopped, soft and sweet as he slumped against Jack's side.

"I love you," he said again, softer this time.

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There was a brief wince and a soft gasp, then Logan stopped and Jack shuddered again.

"If you love me so much, untie the lace before my dick falls off," he said crudely, certain he couldn't get his fingers to work well enough to undo the knot.

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Laughing, Logan lifted himself up a little and picked at the knot that kept Jack bound.

It didn't take long to free him, and Logan smirked as he settled into his spot and casually stroked the other man. "Can't believe you're still hard. I thought I might have worn you out, Captain..."