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(dated friday - locked)
Oct. 2nd, 2008 03:26 amIt was still raining. It felt like it was never going to stop. Like maybe it would just rain forever until everything washed away.
That suited Logan just fine at the moment. The heavy weather matched his mood, and though he didn't wish anyone harm or loss, he wouldn't have minded seeing the world flood. Their homes all floating away until nothing was where it belonged anymore. ...He'd never been a cheerful guy though, and really, none of that was new.
He was tense and angry, hurting in a way he didn't quite understand yet. Everything that mattered in his world was starting to disappear, and he couldn't help but wish he'd be next, if only so he wouldn't be left behind again. If only so he wouldn't have to suffer through losing someone like Joe or Anne next.
He'd been doing his best not to think about that stuff, but the rain made it hard. Cheerful thoughts were few and far between when the sky was so gray, and the black clouds seemed too loom over him in a way that he just couldn't ignore.
Still, it wasn't so cold inside the hut, and even in the dim light it was easy to let go a little as Linus sat beside him on the floor, pawing at the book he was trying to read.
The knock on the door was enough to snap him out of his thoughts, but rather than get up to answer it, he let out a heavy sigh before shouting, "Fuck off!"
Anyone who mattered wouldn't care. They'd walk right in anyway.
That suited Logan just fine at the moment. The heavy weather matched his mood, and though he didn't wish anyone harm or loss, he wouldn't have minded seeing the world flood. Their homes all floating away until nothing was where it belonged anymore. ...He'd never been a cheerful guy though, and really, none of that was new.
He was tense and angry, hurting in a way he didn't quite understand yet. Everything that mattered in his world was starting to disappear, and he couldn't help but wish he'd be next, if only so he wouldn't be left behind again. If only so he wouldn't have to suffer through losing someone like Joe or Anne next.
He'd been doing his best not to think about that stuff, but the rain made it hard. Cheerful thoughts were few and far between when the sky was so gray, and the black clouds seemed too loom over him in a way that he just couldn't ignore.
Still, it wasn't so cold inside the hut, and even in the dim light it was easy to let go a little as Linus sat beside him on the floor, pawing at the book he was trying to read.
The knock on the door was enough to snap him out of his thoughts, but rather than get up to answer it, he let out a heavy sigh before shouting, "Fuck off!"
Anyone who mattered wouldn't care. They'd walk right in anyway.
