"It's not about not wanting to, alright? It's- Fuck it, forget it. It's stupid."
He flopped onto his back and sighed. "I thought I'd be good at this shit by now. I thought I was getting better at just- all of it."
He'd been hopeful that he was a better husband these days, but sometimes it was hard not to feel like things were the same as they ever where. That he was the same as ever.
"Shit was so much easier when we just beat the shit out of each other instead of talking about it."
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Date: 2011-06-30 03:50 am (UTC)He flopped onto his back and sighed. "I thought I'd be good at this shit by now. I thought I was getting better at just- all of it."
He'd been hopeful that he was a better husband these days, but sometimes it was hard not to feel like things were the same as they ever where. That he was the same as ever.
"Shit was so much easier when we just beat the shit out of each other instead of talking about it."