echolls_cursed: (logan and aaron)
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They'd been spared.

It was Halloween morning, and there wasn't a pair of hooker-boots between them. It was a huge relief, one which they promptly celebrated with a little roughhousing and a lot of kissing. Both of which were going well until Logan backed into one of Neil's shelves, knocking it down and banging his head.

That sort of killed the mood.

After a brief argument about who's fault it had been, Neil had left in hopes of borrowing some nails and a hammer from the building crew, leaving Logan to tidy up and get dressed. He wasn't alone for long though, and when Logan heard the door open behind him, he instantly assumed it was Joe, coming to see just what the hell they'd been doing.

"You know, in some cultures, they have this thing called 'knocking'. Apparently it stops people from walking in on one another while they're getting dressed," Logan quipped, pulling on a t-shirt and turning around.

He really wished he hadn't.

""Nothing I haven't seen before," Aaron replied, his voice laced with that carefully practiced tone of a loving father. "I spent a good six years bathing you after all."

Something told him that Aaron wasn't going to simply vanish this time, and Logan struggled with himself for a moment as he tried to decide how to react. "You mean the Nanny spent six years bathing me," he corrected, forcing himself to stay casual and relaxed. "Rosalita always had a softer touch than you anyway."

Aaron laughed, a forced and cold sound that Logan was all too familiar with. The calm before the storm. "I've missed you, Logan. I'm really looking forward to becoming a family again."

Logan just shook his head. "You're not my family anymore," he said firmly, voice level and calm. "I'm twenty now, and you're not my father. You were never my father. Just the asshole that..."

He was promptly cut off by the back of Aaron's hand as it hit his cheek, snapping his head to the side with a sound that seemed to echo off the hut walls. "Don't be disrespectful," his father said simply. "I don't care how old you are, you are my son, and you'll show me some respect. You're right, you're not a child anymore, and I won't treat you like one if you don't act like one."

Rubbing his cheek, Logan glared, fighting back the feeling of fear that sat deep in his gut. "You're not my father," he said again, looking up at the older man for a long moment, and then trying to push past him so he could leave.

He really should have known better, but after all this time, he didn't want to be the weak child he'd been two years ago. He didn't want to cave and let Aaron shove him around. He'd built a new life here, and if would take more than a slap in the face to get him to give it up. When Aaron grabbed his arm though, fingers digging into his forearm as he shoved him roughly back into the room and onto the bed, Logan couldn't fight the fear any longer. In that moment, he was seven again, and Aaron... Aaron was the most frightening person in the world.

Mouth open slightly, there was an obvious look of panic on Logan's face as he watched Aaron move closer.

"Is this how it has to be?" he father asked. "Twenty years old, and you still need to be taught how to treat someone with respect? It's embarrassing, Logan, I hope you know that. You should be ashamed of this." Fingers moving to his belt, Aaron just shook his head as he slipped it free from the belt loops on his jeans. "We'll do it this way then."

Logan didn't even argue. He knew better than that. In the long run, the belt tended to be the better option. It was usually enough to calm Aaron down, preventing bloody noses or broken bones. That didn't make it any easier to swallow though, and Logan's stomach turned as he got to his feet and pulled off his shirt. He didn't need to be told to face the wall, he just did it, forcing his mind to go blank as he heard Aaron step up behind him.

"You know I only do this because I love you," he heard his father say... right before the first lash fell.

When it was over, Logan's back burned, and he wasted no time pulling his shirt back on. "I need you to leave," he said calmly, glancing at his father. "You can go to the compound... that big building... you can get a room or something. You can't be here though. Alright?"

Aaron just raised a brow. "Don't want to introduce me to your boyfriend then? You're lucky you're mother's not alive to hear about that. It would have killed her."

Logan just frowned, knowing that wasn't true. "Lucky you drove her to suicide you mean," he corrected coldly. And this time... This time he waited to hit the ground.

(Locked to those close to Logan, If you want to tag in and didn't already get an okay from me, just drop me an e-mail.)

Date: 2007-10-17 08:31 pm (UTC)
little_moons: (Never Survive)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
"Yeah, I know," I sigh, dropping my other hand to Max's head and scratching lightly behind his ears with a muttered, "Some fucking watchdog you are."

Date: 2007-10-17 09:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
"Too bad Ray has my gun," Logan said quietly. "Might have kept him away."

Date: 2007-10-17 09:25 pm (UTC)
little_moons: (Little Boy)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
"'s it still locked up in the IPD office?" I ask, brow pinching up in thought.

Date: 2007-10-17 09:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
"Dunno," Logan shrugged. "Probably, and Joe doesn't think they'll be giving it back after what happened."

Date: 2007-10-17 09:42 pm (UTC)
little_moons: (Default)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
That's a pretty fucking good idea, as far as I'm concerned, but I don't say as much. There's no need to get him all riled up now.

Still, it'd be a damn good thing to have at a time like this.

I'm sorta wondering how tough the lock on that door is.

Date: 2007-10-17 10:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
"I'm sorry," Logan said again, not even really sure what he was apologizing for anymore.

Date: 2007-10-17 10:34 pm (UTC)
little_moons: (Worried)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
"Christ, Logan. Don't be sorry," I sigh, leaning down 'til my forehead rests on his shoulder. "Maybe we should just go hang out at Joe's, wait until whatever the hell's going on dies down then... I dunno. If he's still here, then we... fuck, get a goddamn restraining order or whatever. IPD 'round here can't be completely fucking useless."

Date: 2007-10-17 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
"I'm not letting him chase us out of our home," Logan said firmly. "I won't let him do that to us."

Date: 2007-10-17 10:52 pm (UTC)
little_moons: (Worried)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
"So, what? We have dinner with him? Play one big happy fucking family after he threatened to kill us both?" I ask, starting to sound more desperate than angry.

Date: 2007-10-17 10:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
"If that's what it takes," Loan said. "Neil... I can't fight him. I won't win. Maybe this will be enough. Maybe he really does just want to be back in my life..."

Date: 2007-10-17 11:07 pm (UTC)
little_moons: (Frustrated)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
"And you're gonna let him?" I ask, face twisting up in disbelief, "You do that, Logan, and you're making a choice, 'cause he's not gonna let me be in it too. He made that pretty fucking clear when he told me I wasn't good enough for you and slapped me in the fucking face."

Date: 2007-10-17 11:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
Logan winced at that and shook his head. "I can make this work," he swore, his fear of Aaron obvious as he struggled to look Neil in the eye.

Date: 2007-10-17 11:20 pm (UTC)
little_moons: (Not enough pleasure/ Too much pain.)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
"No, you can't. We can't, Logan," I say, miraculously keeping my voice calm and level even as I feel my throat start to close up again.

Date: 2007-10-17 11:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
"I can," Logan insisted. "Please, Neil... I don't want to see him hurt anyone. If he'd here, I can watch him."

Date: 2007-10-17 11:33 pm (UTC)
little_moons: (Are you for real?)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
"Jesus Christ, Logan, will you listen to yourself?" I say as I get to my feet, voice cracking with my rising panic. "He murdered Lilly. He bashed her brains in with a fucking ash tray. He nearly killed Veronica and he threatened to kill me, and that's not even counting all the things he's done to you. Or to your mother. I am not watching you fuck your life up for that asshole. And you can be for damn sure Joe isn't. You're gonna be lucky if you can keep Joe from tearing him apart."

Date: 2007-10-17 11:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
"I KNOW!" Logan snapped suddenly, sitting up sharply despite the pain. "I know! I know what he did. I know what he's like. What am I supposed to do, huh? You have some magic answer Neil? Oh, right, now I remember, you think we should run away. Let him do whatever the fuck he wants to everyone else. God you're a selfish prick sometimes. He's my father!"

Date: 2007-10-17 11:54 pm (UTC)
little_moons: (Pitiful)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
"I just want to keep you safe! And yeah, maybe I don't wanna end up with my fucking skull bashed in, how fucking selfish of me," I laugh bitterly, taking a step back away from him.

Date: 2007-10-17 11:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
"Then you run. I'm not going anywhere though," Logan said.

Date: 2007-10-18 12:08 am (UTC)
little_moons: (Overwhelmed)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
I lower myself down in one of our rickety chairs at the table, stomach lodged in my throat and blocking any of the hundred things I could say to that.

Date: 2007-10-18 12:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
"What do you want me to say Neil?" Logan asked, getting to his feet. "What do you want me to do?"

Date: 2007-10-18 12:25 am (UTC)
little_moons: (Are you for real?)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
"I don't know," I say, looking up at him and struggling to tone down some of the worry, "You're stronger than you think you are, Logan. You keep arguing with me, but I know it. He can't hurt you here like he could there. You got too many people wouldn't let that happen. You just gotta open you fucking eyes and see it."

Date: 2007-10-18 12:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
"I can't let anyone else get hurt, Neil," Logn sighed. "You have to know that. You can't not know that."

Date: 2007-10-18 12:35 am (UTC)
little_moons: (Default)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
"I know," I say quietly, "But I am not leaving you. If that's what you think's gonna happen, you're wrong."

Date: 2007-10-18 12:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] echolls-cursed.livejournal.com
"So what do we do then?" Logan asked seriously. "How do we get through this?"

Date: 2007-10-18 01:09 am (UTC)
little_moons: (Oh brother)
From: [personal profile] little_moons
"I don't know," I answer softly, running my fingers over my hair and heaving out a sigh.

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