"Sometimes," Logan admitted. "Don't like to think about it that way... but sometimes it's hard not to. Scares the shit out of me to think tomorrow I could wake up in Neptune, and not remember any of this. 'Cause this... I've never had a life this good, Joe. There were good days, but mostly it was just a mess. Just broken noses and lovers who got sick of my shit. If I went home tomorrow, and all of this just vanished from my mind, I dunno how long I'd survive."